A night out

So, I went to dinner with 3 girl friends tonight. 3 friends who had husbands at home with the kids. LOVE them and had a good time at dinner. But, as I was driving home it hit me I was going home alone. Adam was always encouraging me to go out and have fun with the girls. I would have loved to have gone to make a return to Kohl's after, gone to Target or even to the grocery store to avoid doing it over the weekend. No, I was watching the time thinking I have to pay a babysitter $8 an hour and just spent X on dinner. 

Now, I am home alone missing Adam even more  Dinner was fun but the after is horrible.